I will live the life I choose

Life is hard when you don't know who you are.
It's harder when you don't know what you are.
My love carries a death sentence.
I was lost for years, searching while hiding;
only to find that I belong to a world hidden from humans.
I won't hide anymore.
I will live the life I choose
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Date: 2020-08-17 12:17 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] arkbound
[ He stops then, feet coming to an abrupt halt, and he looks over at her. If she wants to see the expression on his face, he'll let he do that, although it's more determined than anything else, with a hint at the corners of confusion. ]

I'm not walking away from you. We're going to get you some knives.

[ He sighs, rubs a hand over his face. Her forgiveness had sent something through him, but the fundamental guilt is still there. The fundamental guilt is his. ]

I forgive you too. Obviously. You clearly didn't kill me.

Date: 2020-08-21 01:30 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] arkbound
I've spent almost two years building up my collection in this place. No one else seems to understand, they seem to think that I have too many knives already.

[ An obvious falsehood.

At the question he smiles back, a little chagrined. ]


You should know my killing of you is no indication of what I think of your level of attractiveness.

Date: 2020-08-23 03:30 pm (UTC)
arkbound: (duty: lifted chin)
From: [personal profile] arkbound
I brought two knives and a crossbow with me, even though I was carrying far more when I was taken. But I've been here for close for two years now.

[ Plenty of time to acquire more weapons, and that's been one of his primary focuses. ]

I'm glad to find someone like-minded. [ He slips her a smile. Of course he's found plenty of people who see the benefit in being dangerous, but it never hurts to find more.

That smile turns a little embarrassed, a little chagrined, but he's not displeased by the contact or the compliment. ]
Ahh, good. And thank you.

[ He's got lingering fondness for her too that's growing as he learns more about her, and it mixes with the guilt. ]

Date: 2020-08-29 11:24 am (UTC)
arkbound: (emotion: amused only a little)
From: [personal profile] arkbound
[ Dominic certainly has some thoughts on this, doesn't think he necessarily is the actual Dominic Price. It almost feels better to think of himself as a clone or copy, not have to think about Verity dealing with his mysterious disappearance. Now that he has someone to miss. ]

It was pretty fantastic sex.

[ Even if some of that came from how they'd felt about each other, Dominic doesn't think it necessarily all was. And he's not going to be too shy to admit that. ]

But I'd like to have another friend as well.

[ Maybe he can't forgive himself yet, but he can start to move on from that place. ]

Ah, good, here we are.

Date: 2020-09-01 11:10 pm (UTC)
arkbound: (emotion: amused only a little)
From: [personal profile] arkbound
Yes, of course.

[ As he says it, he realizes it's true. He has so many more friends in this place than he'd ever thought he could. Even back on his world, even there, he's still just got Verity, and whoever he's met by extension there.

Ally is still an easier word for him to shape than friend, but he's learning, and he still likes the idea of it. This woman is a force of nature, and that's his favorite kind of person. The way she sets her shoulder and approaches the shop clerk just proves it even more, and Dominic is content to hang back and let her focus her attention on the weapons.

He'll just definitely be admiring both her ass and her attitude while she does it. ]

Date: 2020-09-08 12:23 am (UTC)
arkbound: (emotion: amused only a little)
From: [personal profile] arkbound
[ Verity can hide a good dozen weapons in a tango outfit, Dominic has no doubt that people used to it can manage quite well indeed. Dominic is aware of the automatic advantage that being able to pull off cargo pants grants him.

He's a silent observer through the negotiation, until she asks him what he'd like, and at that point he picks out a knife, goes along with this. ]


My wife's cousin never pays her Starbucks' bill, but she does always leave a tip for the barista.

[ Which is Dominic's way of saying he sort of gets it, without really knowing the details of either her powers or her ethics. ]

Date: 2020-09-16 01:34 am (UTC)
arkbound: (emotion: earnest)
From: [personal profile] arkbound
[ Her attention feels good, comfortable, and he's glad of it, is letting it slowly start to ease the part of himself that is incredibly guilty after throwing her off the boat. ]

I'm sure you haven't even started to stock up.

But I hope they can all serve you well. [ He's serious again, but earnest. ]

Date: 2020-09-22 11:37 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] arkbound
I'm beginning to get that we'll be okay.

[ He's still a little unsure, can't help that he feels guilty. But he is solid against her, and it helps a little, too, as much as anything that she's said. ]

And I'm glad to have met you, despite the circumstances.

Date: 2020-10-11 01:15 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] arkbound
[ he will still feel guilty, but he's starting to find the good in their meeting, too, even if her calling him a good man feels like a bit too much at the current moment.

He will do his best to earn that designation in the future.

He touches his hand briefly to his lips. ]


I'm glad you enjoyed it. We'll have to do it again at some point.